Wednesday, August 04, 2004

Tock Tock

Tick tock tick tock tick
tock tick tock tick tock
redone sodiums
distantly flicker,
in mute shadow the
modernists bicker.
glass and framing
assault bedtimes clue,
punctuate as olde,
motionlessly true.
watching the moment
I think and tap
smooth amber the
torches of this map


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You, you and you too.
Waiting for lies,
hating the wise.
Master the aim,
disasters the same,
spoken for fools
with broken down tools.
Winnings are tossed,
beginnings are lost,
sinew gone in you.
To them: Hold-on!
Your virtue’s touch
hurts you too much.
A minutes distance run
that is it my son!

you get so alone

You get so alone
I scratch
my beard
and think
of all
I‘ve
feared,
the nightmares
of loss and the man
I used to call boss
in the place I would lurk
a pathetic excuse
for work
not like now
Ha!
with my dignity and
status
my unemployed revolution:
they will break us…
stuck to the window
a masking tape X
some pointless tribute
to those that would know
for so long it is them that I fear
the keepers, the secrets
so far and yet so near.
My dope dazed brain
fueled by tele
the truth is out there
food for my belly
but now the world
and the actors
have moved on
not aliens but arabs
who are holding the gun
what was common
dinner table chat
is brushed clean away
under the matt.
Conspiracy replaced
with a new world order

fogg'd(!)

A whimpering, whispering colour shy, fogg’d scene.
Twilight cars commute a slow steady stream.
There and there in each a player, a pawn.
He’s eating a sandwich and she’s, well, withdrawn.
All eyes twitch forward, a glance and a fidget,
numb of expression,they are, oh, so with-it.
Instructing and clumping buys and sells,
rising, slumping and closing bells.
This washed fog’s a ghost but for purpose or sight.
Windows with pockets of living-room light.
There and there again a daughter, a husband.
number 28 has had an ok day
number 44 has kept the bailiffs at bay.
All home for dinner and to watch the tv,
to shout at the soaps whilst drinking a G&T.
Talk of the weather ‘ooh…what a terrible mist,’
then cheer themselves up watching Schindler’s List.
Through the cloud and up and round the corner still
where the workmen finish for the day and cease to drill.
There’s one alone in cafe light,
uncomfortably submerged,is he loosing his fight?
With his tide taken friends,and their pissed up futures,
he is too old for the trends and too indifferent to tutor.
Eating sweets that changed their name,
in some elaborate and important marketplace game
he sits and ponders stroking his chin,
resentful of the young, the ambitious and thin.
This fog should be gone tommorow
and the day may be clear
but for those trapped in it, horizons will be just as near
There some pass an on-flickering lamp.
Swamped in the sub-urban nightglare of mistrust and greed,
a conflict of gods and misplaced good deed.
The Towers at Babel fall in triumphant horror,
what now holds for them the future, tommorow?
What of her and her fetish for rubber?
What now for him and the pride of his blubber?
That one wants to come out, about being gay.
Will he? Won’t he?
No. It would ruin his girlfriend’s day.
This obscured and blinded colour shy scene.
Is one day in the life of this washed-out, old, has-been.

Evenings is

Evenings is
‘other things to do…’
night time is always
‘too tired, why aren’t you?’
Early morning is
‘ough! it’s the middle of the night!’
and daytime, well,
that is when we fight.
With no time left
months can go by
and though frustrated
I can but try.
Because that is what I am,
a one track’d mission
bloody minded man.

Harsh Harvest

Habitual Hoping Drags The Words out in Sequence


Haggard haggling
The vendor, the merchant, hailing
For hail stones,
He who halfwittedly heralds the hallow season
Of bleak.
Hallucinations of a halo
Halt the fantasies.
A hammer hampers the hand,
As handfuls of handicap words,
Handle handsome stares.


Two Handy Hints

one)
Hang wet hankies
Haphazardly and hapless,
and happen upon happiness.
two)
Harass harbour hard blokes on a Saturday
Night,
Harmful, yes, but evidence of harmony.


The Harsh Harvest

In all honesty,
I hate all this
Hauling along-
It haunts me,
Which is a hazard.
Too hazy.

Hmmm.

I Can

I can’t give up.

I tried to. But I
can’t.
Strange.
As I tend
to give up
on
everything else.